noordinarychocolate

Do you ever just scroll through an old conversation, look at an old photo, or even look at an instagram profile of the person who meant the world to you but now theyre gone and you just feel sad and lonely and all you want to do is just cry and be miserable and think about all the fantastic memories you both shared and think wow what would be happening right now if they didn't leave because you like loved them so much and you still do and you don't even know what to do anymore cause they're gone and and like they're probably just living on and enjoying and enjoying everything and they probably don't even think about you and you're just sittin

In my earlier journal entry, I stated that I wanted to go back to school well yeah guess what that was a lie I realized that I don't want to go back Im so unprepared oh my lord Jesus what was I thinking that day .__. good lord man

Ah the summer is coming to end. Im so freaking excited to go back to school oh my glob. Like im so excited to get away from my fam and just go to school and just sit in my room and do homework all day while everyone is at work. it'll be the best thing ever cuz i can keep to myself and sit in my room like a loner. plus, im excited that its 8th grade year and im finally graduating :D yay! yes this will be very exciting for me cuz i'll also probably be out doing some 8th gradey stuff. idk why, but im more excited then i should be. thanks for reading this ;D